unfortunately right...

My first post in english... cope with it but it is becoming my thinking language...
tonight was crazy.... the opposite of what i've imagined before...but still, reality....
And it is sad... but the truth...
I can say...that just before my last cigarette outside... I closed my eyes and keep on walking...
Suddenly my hair was pulled back. For a second i did not wanted to open my eyes because I was imagine it was you... I known it was not possible but still...
a few ps before the truth moment, before opening my eyes... I already had decided in my mind that it was not you... But still hoping I was wrong....
I wasn't....
Just a tree...
Txg